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pathetic male slave that is aroused by deep verbal degradation posted an update in the group Humiliation Depot: 1 year, 6 months ago · View
When i was in college i lived in a small studio apartment that had very thin walls. Often i would hear my neighbors fucking and the bed bumping against the wall. i could hear the woman slowly increase her moaning as the bed shook until she was screaming as she came. i was so pathetic that i would take my blow up doll out from under my bed and fuck my doll to the same tempo as their fucking. i would imagine how good it would feel to have real sex and i would cum while she was screaming.
I wouldn’t have thought even your imagination was big enough to fuck a girl to screaming. Your dick certainly isn’t.
Mistress when this happened i was quite a bit younger and had not developed into the pathetic and disgusting creature i am today. Back then i actually thought it was possible that i would be able to date and have sex with women to the point where they screamed. i now know that my tiny cock cant make a woman cum. In fact, i have never had a woman cum from my cock.
Oh.. don’t put yourself down, I’m sure you were every bit as pathetic and disgusting as you are now… you just hadn’t fully realized it yet.
yes Mistress, i see your point. i didnt realize it. i did see signs though. Inability to date, constant masturbation, wanting to take my clothes off and be exposed, phone domination…yes it was all there actually
I’m sure the blowup doll was disappointed with your performance.
yes if she could have pushed me away, i am sure she would have. i often feel somewhat shamed by the knowledge that the dolls cant say no to me. i feel as if i am raping them.